My solo show in Newcastle has partly been a result of my desire to take my work ‘back home’, and also been greatly helped by happy coincidence and friendly connection. It is hugely challenging and a bit lonely to present a one-person show, especially as my work is experiential and personal.
This post is about how I have managed this challenge. Here is the mind map I’m working to:
In recent years I have been trying to make it a rule that I don’t work alone, on anything. Some offers of support and collaboration arrived without me trying too hard- Alex coming up for 3 days to help me install the work, finding Ellen (via Clare) who will run a creative writing workshop and performance, my cousin offering his fundraising organisation to help with the Garden Gathering, bumping in to the local Parkinson’s UK group at the venue, and lots more connections, people who know people.
Perhaps I should trust more in this relational part of the process- the conversations. My most effective defence against the inevitable (is it?) self-doubt is a belief in my work- that it tells an interesting story which people relate to, often quite strongly and at an emotional level. After all it is about family, mothers, connection to place, home, belonging, separation, female identity…. So the process involves connecting to people, introducing them to the story of the work. It has been lovely to see how people respond.
As well as lots and lots of useful conversation with friends, it was fantastic to call on support from Leeds Creative Timebank, a time-sharing community of creative people in the city. So far I have had 6 hours of (one-way, they were there for me!) invaluable support, from Nicola Pemberton and Louise Atkinson. They have helped me draw the mind-map and gave me encouragement and technical assistance, especially with social media. They have affirmed and supported me.
Now all the tasks and issues are on one page and are getting ticked off as I work through them. I wonder why we (I) ever even think that we (I) have to do anything alone?